Even the best falls down sometimes.
Hole in the heart. Bottomless pit.


School was a drag, i blogshopped online with Haziq's laptop. I reached lecture early even though I wasn't planning to. Karthi called me a heeepeee, when Quasee called me emo. Quasee, Qaiser. Same luh, mutton. Haha. Shee5 man, dope shit. I went shopping at the Co-op with Deanna cause I was effing bored and there was too much time to spare. I stoned and daydreamed during Bmgt cause my mind can't stay focused for long. IS briefing after that was a waste of my time, when i could have hurried home and nurse my tired self. My europe trip's coming really soon, 14 days trip. Christmas in a foreign land. Not able to use my phone, ): Nor make phonecalls. Guess, dropping C a call before I sleep has become a habit. Receiving calls when i'm sleeping, has also something i've become accustomned to. How? ): ): Thankgod the company abroad would be good (: Exams are approaching, first paper on the day that the monkey flies away. 830 in the morning )x Ohmummy. I'm really exhausted, i think i'm gonna fall asleep like soon. And i can't afford to. So much to be done, so little time. Dss test tmrw, shitshitshit. And C still can't access the priv.b, I have no idea why. I'm so weary, i'll have to knock out soon. I'm off, needa washup. Bye.


What am i to you, now.


Today's horoscope: "You've attained mutual like, lucky you. However, the guy should make a move soon before your patience reaches the limit. A mere meetup would do you both good. Be careful with your heart, you're falling deeper than you think." W.T.F. Omg. Horoscopes scare the shit out of me. Sometimes.. /:


* qaiserr ]] says:
so yea.
ZHIXIAN ` says:
Perhaps he's really not as clueless as he seems.
* qaiserr ]] says:
-.-
ZHIXIAN ` says:
But i cant overestimate him either -.-
ZHIXIAN ` says:
HAHAH.
* qaiserr ]] says:
isnt that wat we have been trying to tell u?
* qaiserr ]] says:
oh dear...
ZHIXIAN ` says:
.... Ohkay. Hahahah!


I felt damn dumb -.- 'WE' somemore eh. Means, the usual gang of people who are nuts over calling me the same four letter word starting with 'C' every single morning during lecture and whenever they see me in school. Ohmytian. Thanks anyway, Snail and Mutton :D One tells me to lepak, by learning how to mug/run around the house/etc. Includes cleansing too, no eeyyy-deeeaarr why. Haha. The other decodes my thoughts, cause i'm still unsure. Pfft. Well. I think the 2weeks that i'm away in Europe, would be a test of patience isn't it. ): ): ):
I. WILL. SURVIVE. ipraythatmythoughtswheni'mabroadwouldn'tkeelmealive.


Distance makes the hearts grow fonder. Eh C, remember that phrase. I didn't snitched my phrase not like the one you took from that song -.- Remember, remember, remember. Else i'll keel you.